I feel so confined,
to this small place where I can barely breathe,
the funny thing is that there is no one here,
but me,
and my thoughts.
Unforgettable,
why did I do that?
What was I thinking?
I wasn't even thinking.
Why cant I just let it go?
Brush it off?
Smile?
I just feel so stressed.
He said that to me.
It sounded right in the moment,
Those three little words that have so much meaning.
and I responded with what he wanted to hear,
what felt right at that moment.
It felt like the movies.
REALITY CHECK.
What I told his was not what my heart was telling me.
L O V E.
The four letter lie.
I do not know what to do.
I am not in LOVE!
I know I am not,
But he doesn't.
He is going to be disappointed,
but he has to know.